
Yara Washington
I Can Hear Myself Again
Orchestral Soul. Contemporary R&B
*I Can Hear Myself Again* is a deeply moving orchestral soul ballad about rediscovering your own identity after years spent putting everyone else's needs before your own. Through Yara Washington's intimate, expressive vocals, the song explores the quiet but profound moment when a woman finally begins listening to herself.
The story unfolds through familiar everyday experiences: waking with responsibilities already weighing on her mind, saying yes when exhausted, and gradually losing sight of the person she once knew. Her awakening is neither dramatic nor defiant. Instead, she discovers the simple freedom of an unanswered telephone, a peaceful morning, and the understanding that loving others need not mean forgetting herself.
Musically, the recording blends contemporary R&B with sweeping orchestral soul and an unexpected Japanese influence. A delicate pentatonic piano motif and haunting shakuhachi flute introduce an atmosphere of mystery before warm Rhodes, melodic bass, brushed drums, Hammond organ and expansive strings embrace Yara's voice.
Her performance moves effortlessly from conversational tenderness to breathtaking emotional intensity, with graceful melisma, soaring controlled notes and a luminous sustained finale.
Richly cinematic yet wonderfully personal, *I Can Hear Myself Again* celebrates the courage to reclaim one's voice, embrace the woman one has become, and rediscover the joy of simply being oneself.
Lyrics
I used to wake up thinking
Of a hundred things to do
Before I'd even had my coffee
Someone needed something new
I'd say yes when I was tired
I'd smile when I was worn
And somehow in the middle
I forgot what I was doing it for
Then one day I stopped and listened
Let the whole world carry on
And underneath that silence
There was something I'd thought was gone
I can hear myself again
After all this time
There's a voice I used to know
And that voice is mine
I don't need another answer
Don't need somebody telling me when
Oh, after all these years
I can hear myself again
I don't mind an empty morning
Or a little time alone
I can leave the phone unanswered
And still feel right at home
I still care about the people
Who've been counting on me
But I've learned that loving others
Doesn't mean forgetting me
And I don't have all the answers
There's still so much I don't know
But I'm finally getting comfortable
With the woman I've become
I can hear myself again
After all this time
There's a voice I used to know
And that voice is mine
I don't need another answer
Don't need somebody telling me when
Oh, after all these years
I can hear myself again
I spent so long being everything
That everybody needed me to be
And I almost lost the woman
Who was waiting here inside of me
But she's still here
Oh, she's still here
And I won't let her disappear again
No, not again
I can hear myself again
After all this time
There's a voice I used to know
And that voice is mine
I don't need another answer
Don't need somebody telling me when
Oh, after all these years
I can hear myself again
Oh, I can hear it now
So clear, so strong
I've been right here
All along
And I can hear myself
I can hear myself
Again
Recording credits
Performed by: Yara Washington
Songwriter & Executive Producer: Peter Pickering
Creative Production & Mastering: Parichad
Music Production & Arrangement: Sessions on the Green®
Digital Publishing & Platform Operations: Tankawin Khong On
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